Vlogging Is Actually Rad

But, just as is suggested in this video, it is awkward at first, too.

I got really excited about this whole vlogging thing so I made another one. I really want to get into this for my learning project because I think it will be a great way to share the literal, physical process that I am going through.

Just taking a picture of the result does not give an accurate portrayal of how long and gruesome art can be. So, recording the actual process is a lot better in demonstrating the time and care that goes into art. Here’s the new video:

 

Thanks, and let me know what you think. Give me advice on how to vlog, do art, or even just random advice to help me live my life. Until next time!

 

Who wants to be Vlog bros?

Just kidding. For my response regarding digital citizenship and communities, I decided to join the YouTube community. I joined the culture of participation. Check out my brief video below. Maybe join me in joining the community.

 

Okay, but seriously.

Who wants to try joining the community? What I would like to see is how difficult it is to get into the YouTube community. Will there be reluctance? How much effort on my half do I have to put forward to get people to notice my vlogging? My assumption is that I will be one grain of sand on a beach and it will take either something incredibly disputable or a lot of reaching out to get my videos and posts out there.

Or, something original. Hmm..

Google yo’self

For last week’s assignment we were tasked with stalki-…. cyber-sleuthing a fellow classmate to check out what it is like to leave a digital footprint all up in the internet’s business. Brittany and I agreed to be partners (thanks girl)!

For some reason I felt as though I handed a diary from grade three over to a stranger and asked, “What do you think of me?” I know that is not quite how it works, but that is the sense of dread I generally feel in regards to this assignment. Moving on.

So, I googled Brittany. What did I find? Nothing but impressive evidence that she is an active member of her hometown community. Which is lovely. Congratulations Brittany, you totally passed the sleuthing test! (I’m just jesting, it was not a test. But ya’ did good.)

What did I learn through the mere act of googling my colleague? It is super easy to find information on anyone. It is also important to recognize that anyone (even your students) can do this, so I must be incredibly mindful of the content I am sharing with the world. Especially if it tied directly to my name. My partner’s content was appropriate and there was absolutely nothing incriminating and nothing that made me question her validity as a future educator.

This assignment served as a powerful reminder that anything I do on the internet that can be traced back to my name can and will pop up if somebody googles my name. Specifically, if I am applying for a job and my potential employer googles my name, they can discover many things about me, which will undoubtedly create a certain online impression. I have no idea what that impression is, so this assignment not only reminds me of the implications of a digital footprint, but also will show me what Brittany’s impression of my digital footprint would be.

Neat.

 

Have I Scarred the Internet?

No, I have not. When I googled myself, I mostly found pleasing results. I found my Facebook page, my Instagram, and my website. I also found about a thousand links about the many other Kurtenbachs that live in the Dakotas in America. My family loves keeping track of themselves and there’s multiple books and traces of my family line if you simply google my last name. There are tons of American and German Kurtenbachs.

The only “incriminating” thing I found was a fake account in which somebody used my ancient, cringey, Myspace profile pictures from when I was 10 to create an account on a dating website called “MeetMe.” I would link you to the site, but apparently the site is no longer operable. At least that is what the website told me when I tried to report the fake account and have it removed, two hours ago. Other than that, I found nothing unexpected in investigating my digital footprint. Just posts from my blog, my Facebook, and twitter. I tried reverse searching my profile pictures and the like too, and did not find any other fake accounts.

Sick news, bro.

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Anyways, I would like to keep it that way. Every once and awhile I google my name again just to make sure that nobody else has decided to make a random account on a dating website. With the amount of cyber sleuthing available to anybody with a computer and the internet, you have to keep a pretty tight eye on your own back.

 

Have a goodnight.

Feed me Feedly

The topic of this post is going to be my thought process behind my internet and blog consumption.

So, some things you may want to know about me:

  • I have at least 5 tumblr blogs
  • I have more than one blog on word press
  • I follow about 100 different threads on my multiple reddit accounts
  • I ingest about 20,000 memes a day to stay alive from multiple sources
  • I also follow a lot of artists on sites like Deviant Art
  • I have so many blogs and emails that I can’t actually remember all of them and I should probably try to delete a lot of them so I don’t take up 30 usernames across the web…

Anyways, the point I am going to make is that across all of my blogs, there are a few common themes:

  • Art blogs
  • Social justice news
  • Gay pride news
  • Things that make me feel happy and laugh (people being good people)

When I look for new blogs to follow, I look for people or sites that try to take up either a strong, left-wing stance, or people who try to provide equal perspectives from either side of the coin. I appreciate sites that can share stories that assume the stance of the atheist, yet can post a story from the perspective of an avid Christian the next day. This goes for any subject that I myself follow: I like seeing both sides to every story, and though my own opinion almost always leans towards a left wing liberal social justice side, my morals tell me that I must first attempt to understand the other, first. Sort of like, “Don’t knock it ’til you try it.” Within reason. There are some things I am not willing to try.

However, not all sites offer  stories from multiple perspectives, and that is fine too, so long as they do not deliberately say things like “Those who disagree are pigs!” I don’t like reading stories that are hateful. I don’t usually trust the source if it takes up a negative, hateful stance. I prefer blogs and news that I could consider “enlightening.”

Some of these are:

  • Edutopia
  • Edutech
  • TedTalks
  • NowThis
  • NowHer
  • Buzzfeed
  • Random assortment of art blogs
  • And more

These blogs provide me with new information about things I wouldn’t typically be able to experience firsthand here in Regina. Especially NowThis, which takes a proactive stance and shows many videos of people who are inspired by their passion to make a difference in the world. That’s the kind of stuff I look for.

That’s all for now. Thanks for reading!

 

SWEET, I did a thing!

I decided to put into practice what I learned about drawing perspective for an art class assignment of mine. In my Art333 course, we had a day of presentations just on different styles and different artists. There was one artist in particular who stood out to me, by the name of Yuko Shimizu. Her art reminds me personally of a combination between Japanese traditional art and American pop art. It’s this sassy, colourful, yet beautiful art that challenges its viewers to question their assumptions about the different genres of art. Let us look at a few examples:

This one is my favourite:

I love this particular piece because it shows a woman who looks like a geisha, but she is being a total bad-ass. Geishas are not DJ’s. Nor do they usually have tattoos. Yet here this woman is, busting the norms wide open and just being herself. For the assignment we were to complete next in Art 333, we had to choose one of these styles that stood out to us and learn it. I chose her style to help influence mine. We did not have to exactly copy their style, but rather let it influence our own.

For my drawing, I knew I wanted to draw a hard-core, battle-ready, rock-star geisha. I knew my subject, but I couldn’t decide on a background or other content for the image, so I had help from my friend and we brainstormed a million ideas for my project. Eventually we decided that she would be in a traditional Japanese woodblock print, fighting Oni. 

(If you want to learn more about woodblock prints, check out this link.)

Here’s the start of my piece:

 

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If you look closely at the background, you can see the perspective lines I’ve drawn. However, if you look really closely, you can see that the vanishing points are not on the page. To make life easy for me, I actually tied string to two objects along an extended horizon line that went beyond my paper and across my entire desk. To draw the different lines, I just pulled the string, taped the end down, then used a ruler to follow the string and draw a line across the page. Somewhat like this, but not nearly as impressive:

I worked on the drawing for nearly 12 hours, just messing around with the perspective until I was finally, somewhat happy with it. This is the final result. Not happy with the colours, but that’s what I get for leaving the assignment until literally the final few hours before it was due. (Don’t judge me)

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The perspective was swell, which is the focus of the drawing, so I can’t complain about it too much. (Cough cough Just know that I would change a lot of things about it and I’m not happy with it. Cough cough.)

However, let me show you a weird random sketch I did before I started practicing perspective, and note the improvement.

 

unnamedIt is totally out of proportion, and the perspective is all wrong. So, with that in mind I can see that going back and working on the basics has affected my work at least a little bit, which pleases me! However, it was really hard, and it took me multiple tries to get the perspective right on my geisha, so I think what I am going to do moving forward is work on just practicing basic perspective drawings of simple objects (boxes and buildings) until horizon lines, vanishing points, and rulers aren’t so intimidating anymore. That’s all for now! I’ll be checking in soon with more art next week!

Thanks for reading!

When I said I was starting from scratch, I meant it

So I decided to go back and relearn some basic drawing skills purely to make sure I know exactly what I’m doing.

Perspective slays me. It ruins my life. It makes me want to sell all of my material belongings and move across the world to live in the bush. It is the absolute worst. Which is exactly why I decided to improve on my perspective drawings.

One-point perspective is easy as pie: 

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Two-point Perspective isn’t so bad either: 

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It’s three-point perspective that kills me:

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This can be found here

So, three-point perspective drawings get a little weird. At least to me. It may have more to do with the fact that I’m convinced that I can’t do it. So, I tried anyways.

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I focused on applying perspective drawing to drawing comics because that is my end goal. In the book, “Freehand Figure Drawing for Illustrators” by David H. Ross, he lists not only ways to create these perspective drawings, but the different effects that you can achieve in your comics by changing the perspective up a little bit. In my sketchbook I took notes on it, and recorded things like “Low-angle view is created by putting horizon line low, or below the image area. AKA Worm’s-eye view.” With a worm’s eye view (looking up at the character from ground level), it makes the character look big and sometimes more powerful. It denotes a courageous attitude, or a challenging one. This kind of pose at this kind of angle is excellent for courageous main characters who are ready to face any challenge!

High-angle views help us as readers get the sense of being above what is happening in the comic. It almost puts us in the position of God, allowing us to see everything that is happening from above. We are not overwhelmed by the characters courage, we are looking on them from above and merely observing.

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Now, this is my attempt at three-point perspective. It wasn’t the best, but I’m still trying to understand where to place the vanishing points in order to get more organic varieties of perspective. This one isn’t so bad, but depending on how close you put the vanishing points around the image area (because sometimes they are way off the page) changes how realistic the angles look. If the points are too close, the angle becomes a lot more dramatic. If they are further away, they look more natural but are more difficult to draw. Here’s an example of a dramatic angle:

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I was trying to create what Ross calls the “Figure box.” It’s a rectangle that is divided into 7-ish sections to assist in the foreshortening of the human figure. The angles on this box are a lot more dramatic than the other rectangle I drew in 3pt. perspective. It looks so weird, to me as if I did something wrong, but I can’t tell what I did wrong. Anyways, I need to master drawing this simple rectangle, and then master drawing the human form in it so that I can draw humans at any angle in any position. That is the goal.

This is all for now. I’m going to continue to practice basic perspective drawings so that it becomes quick and easy for me, then I will be trying to create an image using what I have learned.

Issues in Secondary English Education

This semester I am taking  my post-internship course. I was just getting ready to sit down to do my homework when I thought to myself, “Instead of taking traditional notes, why don’t I further my involvement with what I’m reading and make a blog post about it?” Maybe this way I will attract fellow literature fans into my Professional Learning Community.

I find that I don’t learn easily when I have to sit down and just read a book. I can do it, but my knowledge after finishing my reading is only partial. I want to take my learning further in the hopes that I get more out of my courses than in the past.

I’m going to be learning for me, not explicitly for a grade. 

The book I am currently reading is titled Critical Literacy and the Aesthetic: Transforming the English Classroom, written by Ray Misson, and Wendy Morgan. So far I am one paragraph into the introduction and I have one burning question:

What on Earth is Post-Structuralism?

post-structuralismSeriously, what is it? I’ve googled it multiple times. I’ve attempted to define it every time it comes up in one of the articles I’ve read in class, and I still have no idea what it means. The definition always seems so complicated that I just can’t follow along and immediately forget the meaning. Wikipedia provides this “simple” definition:

Post-structuralism is defined by its relationship to its predecessor, structuralism, an intellectual movement developed in Europe from the early to mid-20th century which argued that human culture may be understood by means of a structure—modeled on language (i.e., structural linguistics)—that differs from concrete reality and from abstract ideas—a “third order” that mediates between the two.[4]

Does this mean post-structuralism is purely concerned with analyzing language to determine if there are any direct links between language and… what? “That differs from concrete reality and from abstract ideas–a ‘third order’ that mediates between the two?” What does it mean by a structure that is modeled on language? What do they mean by modeled? I’m so confused. My search to define post-structuralism continues.

I googled it, and found these spectacular links:

Post -Structuralism Explained with Hipster Beards and there’s a Part Two!

I think I’m starting to get it. Its an analysis of the relationships between symbols and meaning that are entirely deferred, which in turn “says something” about our culture and society. In this slideshow, it lists the radical ideas that post-structuralism requires one to understand:

  • Knowledge is the result of culture and language
  • There is no true worldview, there is no such thing as truth
  • Truth is produced by power
  • Reality all depends on our individual interpretation
  • Notions regarded as universal are mere social constructs
  • Language is performative and constitutive of the real.
  • Post-structuralism attempts to interrogate the structures of meaning and regulatory regimes (or institutions) that govern our self-perception, worldview and our capacity to communicate with others.

I’ll keep reading.

THE SENTENCES IN THIS BOOK ARE TOO DARN LONG!

My God. I am on page x and I have to stop again. Misson and Morgan, in the introduction to their book, have listed two reasons for this book’s creation. The first is to figure out what is current in critical literacy that is compatible with the post-structuralist framework, and to argue that it is far too important to be neglected and that it can be reconciled with the critical literacy agenda (Misson & Morgan x). The second purpose is to try to figure out how a post-structuralist understanding can be implemented into a classroom setting. Good question.

In the introduction the authors specify their definition of literacy. They wrote, “When we use the term we intend it to cover movies, TV shows, comics, and all those other kinds of leisure texts,” (xiii). This means that the definition of reading implies any kind of decoding and responding, while writing implies the production of all such texts (xiii).

“Any Reading is the result of complex negotiations between a reader and the text” (xv).

Chapter One deals with the history behind critical literacy in secondary schools and noted that “Literature was a creation of history, not of absolute standards of taste, and the aesthetic was a product of the ideology of a hegemonic group” (7). They also discuss Eagleton’s perception that books crafted in a certain culture will glue those beliefs to those who read it. That is, books mold its readers into enjoying certain aesthetic pleasures that assist in creating culturally-relevant morals and desires. In other words, literature is an exclusive, politically motivated category (8).

All readers and texts are shaped by their culture’s ideological assumptions and agendas (9).

Chapter two dissects the aesthetic and discusses the usual interpretation of what is considered an aesthetic. Typically it is when a work brings in two oppositional forces and melds them together in some sort of sublime way. Some examples: Inspiration and control; a melding of letting oneself get swept away by their emotions and desires but adding a certain amount of control to the process. This in turn creates two necessary elements in creating aesthetic; form and content. There must be some sort of composition taking place in which both the artist and the audience is taken into consideration.

Well, that was an adventure. I spent two hours watching videos and PowerPoints on post-structuralism. I think I’ll go to bed now.

Starting from Scratch

I’m starting my learning project journey as of right now! The project I’ve decided to dedicate myself to is learning how to draw the human body. I want to create my own comic some day but in order to do that I need to learn the following things:

  • How to draw proportionate bodies
  • How to draw diverse bodies
  • How to draw dynamic poses

This is something I’ve always wanted to improve on but have procrastinated for essentially my entire life. I’m also taking an art class in which I get to explore my own style but before I can do that I need to learn the basics of how to draw the human body.

Here’s what I can already do:

I’ve already got some experience in drawing people. My issue is that I always draw people in the same 3 perspectives: a side profile, a front profile, and a slightly off-centered profile. I want to be able to draw all sorts of people in all sorts of poses. I want to learn how to draw hands and feet. Essentially, I have a lot of things I want to get better at. I have no specific end goal, because this journey could take longer than four months.

These are some of the resources I’ll be using:

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I’ll also be watching YouTube tutorials from Sycra’s channel. 

Specifically, I’m starting with this video:

Sycra first suggests in this video to warm up with some fluid sketches of poses.

Here is my attempt:

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While these poses generally look okay, I know that if I were to try and go in and add details it would become difficult because their bodies are not quite proportionate.

However, this is the first time in months that I’ve been able to motivate myself to draw anything. I’m very pleased that I finally broke free of my art block that has been weighing me down for so long! I went ahead and did one more sketch to start my project off:

That concludes my first post for my learning project! Thanks for reading!

History of Curriculum

Last week’s lecture was very “Edutaining.” We talked about how different education and curriculum are compared to 100 years ago. There used to be “normal schools,” that were, from the sounds of it, terrible for enforcing racism. The worst part, was that it was all considered completely “normal,” and it revealed that some of that stuff is still “normal” today. Though, today it may be disguised as entertaining movies about the “Nice White Lady” who is there to save every coloured person’s day! Needless to say, this lecture was actually kind of depressing, though very eye-opening. As much as we would like to think we’re moving away from racism and leaving it in the past, we’re not. There’s plenty of racism, and just like in the past, because it is considered normal, we don’t notice it as much. I’ve heard of the “Nice white lady” trope and why its wrong before, but I never made the connection between the past and now. I’m ashamed to discover that the “Nice white lady” trope has been around for a long time. I thought it was something new.

Another part of the lecture that really stuck out to me was the ordering of foreigners by how desirable they were. It went, “Anglo Saxon, Norwegian / Northern Europe, Slavs/ Ruthenians (Eastern Slavic) / Eastern Europe, Orientals, Africans / Indians.” Looking at this order, it is pretty apparent that those who were most different from them were put further down the list. It is such a childish concept that it really baffles me that an entire nation could have such a twisted vision of the people who lived in the world around them.

Considering all the racism we talked about in this class, my answer to the question, “What makes a good student?” is pretty depressing. If a student is white, they are automatically privileged and have more opportunities presented to them. So while they may not be a good learner or even a good student by any other standards, they have an advantage, therefore are subconsciously considered to be the better student. This should not be true and as educators we really have to fight what is disguised as commonsense to provide equal opportunities to all students. Every student can be a good student.